Monday, March 12, 2007
Well,it's the March holiday for those schooling.
But im here doing my job day and night.
Its been a month since i get my o-level results,
and a week since i get my posted school.
These days theres only 2 thgs on my mind...
When im fucking bored or
when im alone going home from work or
even before im going to sleep...
I keep thinking about whats going to happen next.
If you've been chatting with me this few days,
then,you will know it already...
I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO STRT!!!
Im just excited to start learning again,
start making new friends,
start in a new environment,
and start A WHOLE NEW LIFE!!!
And im just hoping that i've made
a correct decision by choosing that course...
Well the other issue thats hunting me rite now,
is about some of my frens who didnt make it...
They work hard for their o-levels,
and in return they didnt get what they want...
One of them that i know decide to retain in sec5,
and he already started schooling again(strts today)....
As he is a HE i adviced him not to do so,
as a male need to finish school as fast as possible,
as NS is already going to add on to our burden
but well he didnt change his mind...
Then theres another girl who insisted on
taking private o's...just because she fail a few subjects.
again i adviced her,
she might as well take a poly course while taking private o.
but well,she didnt change his mind..
cause she say she has all the time in the world.
Then there comes a third person whose more stubborn,
and insisted that she can get into the courses that she wants,
although obviously she cant.
not that im trying to discourage her,
cause her future are in her own hands...
so,i told her to take on courses that are easy to get in
which cut off point are high..
but all are in no interest to her....
so well,she didnt change her mind..
and she's waiting for the appeal results to be out...
Then,theres a guy who just without
any deep thinking,
straight away choosed higher nitec.
Well,in the 1st place he can choose to appeal,
but he thinks its better going ITE den to poly..
well i did ask him to try to appeal 1st...
but again,he didnt change his mind..
theres alot more of theses cases among all my friend.
and i try to help them,but i just couldnt...
Thinking about my results and all their results,
i dont think they deserve it,
and me deserving my 1st choice courses?!?!?
which only have 40 intakes????????!!!!
WTH,i think they deserve these courses more then i do.
i know i didnt deserve all these!!!
To be truthful to u all,
i only started revising when o levels are about 2 weeks away!!!
and i didnt even touch some of my books...
like a maths and english...
but why the hell did get a B3 for my eng???
Did the MOE try to help me out?
did they do some kind of misculcalation???
I know all this are rubbish...
Then theres only 1 reason..
LUCK?!?
Oh GOD,
why are you so good to me?!?
when i actually didnt deserve all this?!?
and what about the others who work hard
but didnt get what the targetted?!?
For once,help the others too...
Im The Only One Who Knew This,
So PLS HEAR ME OUT,
All these people are in real need of help...