Damn,I know it hurts you, but it hurts me even more. I know sometimes its my fault, but im from your blood and you shouldnt have say those words that can totaly demoralised me. Sometimes i keep thinking why im destined to be born in this world with you as my abah. When these things happen, I knew that i should have listen to what u said in the past. I still remember that nite when im in primary 4 and u told me to pack my bags and leave your house...maybe I should have done it and be gone by now. Who knows if it might lead me to a better life for me and also you. But I didnt cause i still need ibu by my side. A few days back i just got a friend who lost his dad and i see how much grieve and pain it cost him to lost his dad at this age. But i dont know about me, until now, Im still finding what can make me appreciate you abah... All I find was the negative.

And to you my dear "friend". I shouldnt have fall for you when you should have told me earlier that there is already someone for you. I knew that this day would come and the truth would come out,and i happy it did.I thought we could spend more days together after this but hey I dont think it would ever happen between us. You told me that I could spend that special day on 14 feb with you and I know in fact, you cant. Thanx for being there for me all this while. Now its official, "Im still finding a date for Valentines" heh..

hiddiexandria leaves you.
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