Ungu-CintaDalamHati
Friday, April 11, 2008
I dont intend to update that much but sometimes life's too interesting and wonderful to hide it away from the world. Because of my so called STM i rarely remember my dream but today I did. it was around 3 in the evening.. Was not feeling that well just now, and thinking about the problems people around me are facing.. I lied down on my bed, and the next think I know I was in dreamland..
"Started off, I was at home reading newspaper when i read about an unfortunate little girl who suffered and live with down syndrome. Go on to found out about how she leads her life having low EQ (emotional intelligence quotient). How highly intelligent her minds work, yet lack of ability to control her emotion. Making her behaviour somewhat like a kid.... The next thing I know, I was there in her small squezy room feeding her food.Talking to her mum about her family life. I remembered having presenting her a gift,but not sure what was it."
Then i was interupted by shouts from my bro. And then,it came to me... For unknown reasons,was up and went straight for Asar prayers, and then ngaji for short while.Alhamdulillah.
I didnt think about the dream until now when i realised the girl in my dream was the same little girl I saw a day back.I was on a bus heading towards school yesterday,when i saw this girl in tudung eating ice cream right in front of my seat. From her looks and the way her mum treat her i knew she had down syndrome. Being the friendly,child loving me,i remembered myself waving and smiling down at her when she was looking at me.
And now I realised how Allah have shown me trough the right path of life. Just a month back,I was here posting about how I wanted to appreciate the people I know around me. My family,frens and so on.. Now i realised something new, its not only about the people i know around me whom i care for.. Its more den just that.. Its about every single humans on earth, even those whom I do not even know. Even those whom I rarely see. It can just be that bus driver,that lecturer,that auncle from the shop,that cleaner,that beggar or my campus frens..
Why not show care and concern to every single one of them? Maybe Im still young to help them, but why not just give these people a smile or greetings just to make their day a little better. Who knows if my smile can go a long way to lighten up their nightmares that they have to go trough every nite.
ya Allah tegurlah hambaMu sekiranya aku silap
aku ini buta, perlukan cahaya petunjukMu
seringkali aku lemas dalam kejahilannamun
Engkau selamatkan aku dari terus hanyut
thank you ya Allah..
aku suka akan teguranMu
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Life is about making choices.
Choose the right one and be happy.
Or choose the wrong one and learn from it.
Cherish every decision u made..
Cause the worst thing in life,
is to regret...
Im just being happy for you
that u made that decision to be with me.
thank you.
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