hiddiexandria
the extrovert pin up rockstar
singing out his life experiences
& living life as carefree as can be

2007. 2008. 2009. 2010. 2011. 2012. 2013. 2014. 2015. 2016.

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Im always wondering about how life would be different if i've done things differently in the past. The notion of dissatisfaction or regret for 2 straight years which constantly escalate small problems into bigger issues. The series of events that unfold before me which memories would never be erased. And for once i feel the need to be satisfied with the direction my life is going. The adage The past is what the future holds and let go of your past to make your future stronger is the only angel guiding me trough rough lonely emotional times. For the benefit of body and mind i vow not to live in regret, instead, looking ahead and try to experience life in more depth. The 4 line of phrases at the beginning of this blog is'nt there for fun. It was'nt there with the skin when I rip this skin. Its just simple words that came across my mind when i did this blog and im happy it was there ever since. It really helps, by the fact that i need to go trough it first before scrolling down to view this stagnant blog of mine. Its about making the best of life and always looking ahead and the need to fantasize myself about having great accomplishment somewhere in the future. Its not about hoping, neither accomplishing those great feats. Its about living life, appreciate life, and leading a carefree life for myself. No,im not hoping anymore, and yes im hoping. Hoping for an integrated change in life. Not looking back and keep changing to satisfied my needs in this short life. Im thinking big for that poly boy life of mine. Academic. Family and Friends. Net life. And im thinking about being free on the beach on 13dec and 31dec. Cause 2008 never stop me from being wilder and trying new things to enjoy life. For once, i need to achieve the growth within me in the process of getting there. Somewhere at the end of a rainbow, somewhere i would build castles in the clouds. Simply said "i am a happy boy now and forever". Get it?


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Hurray for Obama!! Woohoo. The change has come!!
I know ur going to say, "this mat mcm phm politik sial" (like understand politics like that)
Im happy! no more civil war! no more race discrimination!
like blacks can be whites.. White can be blacks? if they want.
female can be male, or either way. and java can be boyan? LOL
ok,simply said, just be wateve u want,cause no one can hurt u.
Common man! Its an african american as the president of the white nation.
Im dark skin malay? NAH. Im a japanese born malay. Go put that in ur head!!