RyanCabrera-IWillRememberYou
Sunday, December 28, 2008
life is gonna be different when u and me wake up the next morning. i dunnoe if i can wake up tmrw pretending nothing has happen this night.2009 would be a whole new year for us. turning 19 would never be better then turning 17 and 18. cause u'll not be there beside me anymore to personally wish me. no festivals, no celebrations, no anniversaries, no dates to look forward to anymore. im going to be lost without you. no matter how far i've tried to run, it comes back to haunt me. many times we tried to go our own separate ways, but it ended up the same. many times i tried to put u away out from my mind, but it seems everything reminds me of you. 2007-2008, we've gone trough alot together, ups and downs, the point where i just know you, the point where i was the verge on loosing our friendship, the point when i get to know u again, the point where we get to know each other closer, the point we falled for each other, the point we spend months together as lovers, the point where we closed our 2007 chapter with a peaceful break up, the point where for months you went to others and me finding a new life, the point where i keep having spoilt relationships which end up with more hurtful breakups, the point where we keep finding each other again and again for guidance, the point where we spend months and months of good moments like best friends do, the point where i almost loose u again when i thought u was happier with someone new, the point we spend these holiday season together, the point where we had a small arguement yesterday, the point where im breaking down now knowing i would loose u again for a very long time to come. no matter how much i've say or what i do for you, it would never be enough to thank you for the moments that i've shared with you. you've been my friend, my best friend, my bestest buddy, my younger sister, my mum, my complain partner, my shoulder to cry on, my teacher, my soul mate, my lover and now that it cross my mind, my soon to be pan pal. you've thought me so many things about life that i'll never ever forget. u've given me big wild joyfull memories and dreams that i'll hold on to as long as i live.i always remember you, i'll never forget u. promise. you'll always be the other half of my heart. i treasure this friendship. i'll cherish every moment of it. thank you for everything. wish u all the best for years to come. take care of urself and just like before, i'll always be here if u need someone. for one last time, thank you. goodbye love.
You were there when i needed a friend
I never told you how much that meant, thank you.
I will remember all of the things that we've gone trough.
There is so much I can say, but words get in the way,
We're not together, I will remember you.