Muse-Resistance
Sunday, March 14, 2010
They say i dont care, and that i still dont. I didnt show it. Told them i loved them, then that was it. But now, most of all, its the key fact that i let them down. One of my first major regrets. I can’t change how they think and feel, nor do i have the right to. Be real, be there, grow up. I’ll learn my problems from others; every single strand of memory i build with someone, I've learned. Watch someone, see what you like and what you dont. Build from that. Your personality is who you are, but if you dont like it; nothing stops you from changing. Any moment can be the right time to change; just make it the right time. So i’ll learn. Ive lost, and i’ll learn.
How do I know if I’m over with you? Every day, I feel like I’m missing a part of my heart and you took that part of my heart and walked away with it. I think I still love you, because I’m sitting here talking about things that I miss about you and I. It has been 3 months now and I’m still missing you everyday. I read all of our conversation together when we were hella cool friends to when we finally got together. When I re-read the things you’ve said to me before we got together. I’m thinking “if she said that, how come it isn’t turning out like that?” I stop making wishes, I stop putting my hopes up, from now on I’m letting my life control me, not I controling my life. People do change after what happen in the past, and for me I'm glad that I'm living my life on that old path again.
It could've been right.
They'll keep us apart,
they wont stop breaking us down.
Love is our resistance.