EdSheeran-LegoHouse
Monday, June 17, 2013
This is the one and only place i can let out my personal life stories without worrying that people have to worry about me anymore. I realised that Im getting better at faking a smile in front of others.
Ive been spending most of my days in the hospital lately. Not that I'm admitted. Its my closest cousin this time round, due to dengue fever. Its a small outbreak in singapore and never have i thought that someone i know from my family members would get it too. It hurts to see someone who's full of 'happy go lucky-ness' on a normal day being weak like that on the hospital bed.
I've seen so much sickness, suffering, illness and death lately. Somehow im glad that never once it was me, and that it just proves so much how much allah have shown me how lucky i am to be living healthily now. Cause he can take all that away at any time he wants. I've been given so much chance to look back and repent and be a better person from who i am yesterday. Alhamdullilah.
On a side note, get well Kak Ayu. Insyaallah.
Im sorry that you have to celebrate fathers day this way dad. Im sorry for being a dissapointment. Im really sorry.
I'm gonna pick up the pieces.
and build a lego house.
and build a lego house.