RascalFlatts-WhatHurtsTheMost
Saturday, July 20, 2013
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me. It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go but I'm doing it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret. But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken. What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away. And never knowing what could've been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.
hiddiexandria leaves you.