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hiddiexandria
the extrovert pin up rockstar
singing out his life experiences
& living life as carefree as can be

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Thursday, October 3, 2013


Dear diary,


It's amazing how we would set everything aside and try to find some meaning in the chaos of the world around us. So in spite of the negativity surrounding us, the narrow minded family members who'll argue, people telling you it's a waste of time and money, we can go out there and find a moment. One serene beautiful moment, looking into your eyes knowing the world and everything in it make sense. It's rare. And it doesn't get handed to you on a platter. 

Life's moments. It's weird yet beautiful how we can have intriguing conversations with another separate person. Someone who had once led a separate life. They know things differently, and its amazing to learn how she know some things in ways that you did not. Having deep conversations with someone lead you to see things in other ways that you were not taught of, and suddenly you may agree to some things that you once strongly disagree. Without knowing it, she can make you a better person today.

It is beautiful to be allowed to explore someone’s minds and discover impressive things that you did not make yourself to notice. The great feeling to be able to be yourself, share your hopes and dreams over dinner or watching your favourite sports. The laughter that we can create talking about things that we can never imagined possible. And about me, maybe? I’d talk about the documentary I watched and I can go on for hours about what I genuinely feel about it - whether it is truly amusing or it has been one of the typical storylines I’ve once watched on television. Mostly I would tell her about my imagination; my hopes and dreams.

People’s minds do not stay the same, they change a little every day. The dreams they had, or the things they see along the streets would change their minds. And I’d love to know why, I’d love to see how minds grow especially when it's from the life of someone you truly want to be in.

Deep conversations are sweet. There are times of conversations with others make us repel our interests from them, but there will be a time when conversations with one particular person invites all means of excitement and satisfaction. For sure, I will never find someone else who has your thoughts that can sweep me off my feet from where I am standing. Every night. Every single day.

Love, me.

you've built your wall so high that no one could climb it.
But I'm gonna try. I wanna see inside.
Would you let me see beneath your perfect.

hiddiexandria leaves you.
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